力不從心地隨便寫寫

週日的晚上,一個人看到第24集的《步步驚心》。已經很久很久沒有看過連續劇了。想起來,上一次看的,可能是《敗犬女王》。聽起來好像很糜爛的生活,但這兩週工作實在是很賣力,覺得就算是這樣放鬆一下也不為過。世界上其中一樣最美麗最開心的事就是能夠全情投入。心無旁騖的,時間會過得很充實。工作就不用說了,即使是看電視劇、看電影、看書,能夠全神貫注的其實也真的不容易。

這樣又是一個週末了。還要準備明天出差的一切細軟。本應做足功課,把每個城市的資料細看一下,一個城市一個城市的飛,有時候真的會混淆的。回到上海后,很難記得哪一個是哪一個,哪裡是哪裡。

兩個多月沒有寫過博客。不是沒有事情可寫,只是很多時候寫到一半,有點力不從心,腦袋裏的事情太多,心裏的感覺太多,就寫不下去了。

把音樂一首一首的跳過,就是找不到一首合意的那種感覺。桌上放著很多書籍、皮箱打開裏面空空、電話定時的響起、身體不由自主的膠著,不太滿意今晚的狀態。明天還是要抖擻精神去上班,然後上飛機啊。

4 thoughts on “力不從心地隨便寫寫

  1. Have only followed your posts on and off since your food blog days but the mood has become quite somber and disinterested (in life) compared to your fresh grad days (or at least what I remember of it).

    That was what, how many summers ago? What happened?

  2. Thanks table for leaving me your comment. I have to say, I haven’t been able to blog much since 3 years ago when I left Toronto. Life style is quite different here and somehow this site has become a place for feelings, which are not so positive. But I can foresee things will change again.

  3. It’s your blog, so it’s up to you to write whatever, rants, feelings and whinge! I ust thought after your MBA, you would be happier and more confident, even if jetsetted.

    Glad to hear you expect change.

  4. Give the lifestyle/career some time…the more you learn about the job/Shanghai/China, the more you learn about yourself. Be true to yourself, always give yourself your own personal time, do what’s best for you/your passion/makes you happy to learn and grow.
    🙂

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