想不到

真的沒有想過那麼快就回到巴塞羅那。一個禮拜前坐在星巴克,和C一起工作的時候收到一通電話,是一個奇怪的機會,邀請我一周後到巴塞羅那幫幫忙。心裡還在想,C週一就要走了,很捨不得。結果沒想到就是這一通電話,我會比他更早離開上海。週六的晚上,他送我到機場,又是一次夜機。好像一個多月前在布宜諾斯艾利斯的機場才演過離別一幕,如今又再來一次。

不過這一別,可能就不知道要到什麼時候才能再見。哭成淚人。

因為火山事件的影響,很難訂到機票,訂到還是要轉機好幾次。現在大家都認為世界很小,通訊發達,但當自然災害來臨,我們才發覺原來人類是多麼的渺小,飛機不能飛了,大家都回到了以前的狀況,一出國就很難再見。就算是有飛機,上海與布宜諾斯艾利斯相隔三十多個小時的機程,要相聚一次談何容易。但兩個人都有難處,只好看著辦。

回到巴塞羅那,一切都很熟悉,從機場到酒店,就好像是回了家一樣。只可惜我的西班牙語有退沒進。一個人到了酒店,心情還沒平復,接著下來事情還有很多,總不能帶著腫起來的眼睛和憂鬱的心情來工作。把感覺壓到心底裡,把淚水藏進去,明知道是不好的,就是沒辦法。難道這就是代價嗎?我們都知道自己要的是什麽嗎?

One thought on “想不到

  1. if it makes you feel better. i don’t either. but life is about the process of seeking and searching right? o/w it would be very lame 🙂 a lot of times, i would like answers too. i’m more of a control-freak than not and much prefer certainties. but as we grow older, it became more obvious that i’m not in control of everything but i can certainly manage how i react to the circumstances that i’ve been put into. stay positive. stay hopeful. and for me, stay faithful. miss you.

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