夜欄人靜

最近很愛惜身體.差不多每一晚還沒到夜欄人靜的時候,我已經昏昏入睡了.嘗試健康的生活,每天早上精神的上班.這,不都是自己多年以來想要的嗎?需要一本小小的記事本,因為最近實在是思如潮湧.一剎那,想到這,一剎那,想到那.一點二十分,有點愛睡,有點想咳嗽.不知不覺,這小站有三萬多人瀏覽過.有一些人是我沒有想到會到這裡,看我寫的東西的.但居然有一天她/他告訴我她/他對某一篇文章、某一首歌的感受.

倒數,這半年來,突然發現自己真的長大了(無論是工作上,還是思想上).還是多了一些經歷,看化/看豁了呢?我想年紀大一點的人,看到我這樣寫,可能會覺得可笑.年紀輕輕就看化了,人生還有很長的路要走呢.

看看四周,其實現在的年代真的跟以前不同的了.人越來越年輕就面對各種成年人的問題、誘惑,現在連小孩/青少年也嫌時間不夠用;看到上一代的辛勞但卻未有享受,然後,一天脆弱的生命沒有先兆的結束了.人生幾何.

學無止境.不能聽過每一張的唱片,不能看完每一套電影、每一本書.更無可能去過世界上的每一個角落.甚麼都是取捨.

2 thoughts on “夜欄人靜

  1. Hi Marz,

    Recently I’ve been very saddened by the news of a Taiwanese actress, Xu Wei Lun. She got my attention in a TV series played on ET Drama (Satellite)- My Best Wife. Even though she played only a supporting role, her beauty & attitude impressed me quite a bit.

    It’s always traumatic to know someone dying young and talented. The tragedy reminds us (again) that life is short. We need to take good care of ourselves and care about the ppl around us. The cold hard fact is that we don’t know when a life would end.

    🙁

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